Tuesday, November 16, 2010

What An Idiot

Today I spent a productive morning down at the homeless centre in Nottingham. At 12:30pm I usually saunter up to the Music Exchange project and do a bit of time there. On the route I tend to stop off at Waterstones or browse the shops of the Hockley area, time permitting.

Strolling along I heard young voices behind me, one standing out above the giggling others. His comments squarely aimed at me and my stature, they weren't nice but I've heard them all before truth be known, so I smiled and kept walking thinking they were just the usual baseball capped/hoody type of youth scoring cheap laughs in front of friends.

As I was overtaken, I saw they numbered three, one afro-caribbean guy doing the fun making, an indian guy and an oriental girl. I have to confess this shocked me a little. The name calling isn't an issue at all, I've heard them all before and as my close friends will vouch I definately have a devilish sense of humour. I guess it was the fact that people of different diversities and cultures are generally more respectful when it comes to 'difference' or perhaps evidently not!?

The reason I often praise Nottingham is because of how diverse yet tolerant everyone is, I often joke you could walk through the city naked and painted blue and nobody would bat an eye.

I remarked quite sardonically 'what an idiot' to which the afro-caribbean guy asked 'what did you say?' I'd no wish to continue the game so smiled and walked on, the fact being it is a no win situation really for obvious reasons I don't need to explain. Usually I wouldn't have said anything but I did feel a genuine pang of disappointment in the guys actions and he was being an idiot especially when some people would have perhaps highlighed his skin colour thus fanning the flames for confrontation and doing nothing for racial harmony.

There's no real moral to this blog, I just feel vexed that people of different ethnic origins would verbally attack someone in a way that they obviously wouldn't like to be attacked themselves. I know people are people regardless of ethnic background but I can't deny today left me feeling a bit sad really, not for myself but for the protagonists.

Monday, November 15, 2010

Lord Of The Rings Online

The last few weeks have seen me glued to my pc screen playing Lord of the Rings online or LOTRO as it's known in gaming circles. I've played MMORPG's (massive multiplayer online roleplay games) before starting with Guild Wars a few years ago but recently found out Lotro was becoming free to download and play. I'm several weeks into playing it and can honestly say it's been an amazing experience, graphically the game looks stunning and the locations feel realistic to the Lord of the Rings books. You start with humble beginnings but soon your character starts to take form and high adventure awaits!

Some of my friends think it's a little sad of me but it passes time and to be able to explore Tolkiens Middle Earth virtually is something else, and very rewarding. So here's some screen shots of my character 'Gildora Grumbleweed' in action (Yep she's a hobbit!)


















Thursday, November 11, 2010

Waterstones

I love books. Nothing beats a good book and whilst commuting to Nottingham and back this year a book of some description has been my constant companion. Often when I get chance I pop into Waterstones where ever I may be - I grab it, to peruse books which usually ends in me succumbing to temptation and buying one. This week whilst in Nottingham I had 30 mins to spare between going from one place to another so dropped into Waterstones.

I've had a mind for a while to read Lord of the Rings again, in the past I only ever got it from the library, read it and then returned it. I thought it would be good to have the three volumes for myself in some kind of hardback format as I know in the future I'll read them again or use them for reference. Ironically I did spy a nice set of them bound in a leather case in a local bookshop some months ago but when I got around to returning the bookshop had sadly closed.

So into Waterstones I went and found some lovely 50th anniversary hard backed ones with the covers made up of illustrations drawn by Tolkien himself. To my horror they only had the 2nd and 3rd volume. I searched in vain before asking an assistant. He checked the stores computer and then turned to me and said 'Sorry but we sold the last Fellowship of the Ring (1st volume) last September'. I stood and blinked and thought why haven't they bothered to re-stock it? It's not like it's an obscure book!? The chances of the other two volumes in the same range are surely unlikely to sell, so why have them out on the shelves?

I'm not angry at Waterstones (well maybe a bit) but surely in these days of technology stock should be better monitored?

Monday, November 08, 2010

Insular

I've been a little insular of late, preferring my own company and the solitude of my flat. For some reason I've found crowds difficult and have been happy in with my own company. This is no reflection on my friends, it just seems to be a phase of sorts I am going through, inexplicable really. It's not that I've been avoiding people, I've just been reluctant to go out and more content with the comfort of home and my own company.

Reading lots of books and online gaming seem to be taking most of my time up and seem almost an escapism, sad I know! I seem at an impass, I'm not depressed or down, neither am I particularly happy either, it's a bizarre empty feeling.

On the plus side I suspect there's good times ahead with friends and normal happy hobbit service will be resumed shortly!